ATOM.

affectionsuggestion:

Run your fingers through my hair while I lay on your chest listening to your heartbeat





And he touches you again,
For the first time in months.
You feel transported back in time
Like maybe, everything between this kiss and the last one 5 months ago was all just part of your imagination.

And you can taste him again.
His tongue is in your mouth
And you’re not sure if you want more of him or more of his love.

And you know you’re being selfish.
You’re being destructive.
You’re destroying all effort that you’ve made to move on,
Just to feel his mouth on yours again and his hands all over your body.

But maybe it’s worth it.
This time, maybe he’s worth it.



❝ I’m scared as hell to want you. But here I am, wanting you anyway. ❞





A tall and jealous boyfriend is a turn on.

















nadi-kon:

The Edge of Love (2008) dir. John Maybury




i put up walls around my heart, fortified them so that no one could know that it was cracked and hollow.

then i met you and they all toppled one after the other.



❝ I might flinch the first time you try to touch me- this doesn’t mean I don’t like you all it means is that there was one before you who was not nearly as gentle as you are and so we must take our time now we must take our time ❞

equesv:

perditioner:

lbr nothing beats “platonically sharing a bed until i wake up and you’re curled round me and my nose is buried in your hair so i’ll pretend to stay asleep to keep this for a little while longer” plots





help me remember:
not everything in life is a battle.
i don’t need to carry a knife everywhere i go.

help me learn:
how to shed my armor without shedding tears.
how to open up my arms without raising my fists.

help me understand:
i can be vulnerable, and still be strong.
i can be made of steel, and still be soft.

help me realize:
if life is a battle, i don’t have to fight it alone.