ATOM.

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Her heart breaks at his words. She wants to believe them, loves him for them, but they both know how difficult it really is. Or she does and hopes he’s noticed . How many times has she attempted to contact him only to be blocked by malicious forces? How many times has she had to fend for herself because he too was fighting impossible battles? Resorting to what few artifacts they could find to allow her to speak to him for even a moment. She has needed his help desperately for years and only rarely gotten it. It’s hard not to lay that at his feet, even when she knows that many times he too was equally as helpless to cross the borders as she. But she loves him, they’re married –and perhaps this is a mark of naivety– but she’d hoped that that would mean something, cosmically. That he would know she needed him. 

But that was silly, better suited for the Clea of the past than the Clea of today. Now, as an adult and a Supreme in her own fashion, she’s simply exhausted– a deep bone-numbing exhaustion– and desperate. For allies, supplies, a win, comfort. His beard is rough and familiar against her skin, just as pleasant as before. Two sides of her war has she holds him close and savors the feel of his arms around her. Part of her wants to just go home with Stephen and sleep forever and forget all of this horror, the other half is appalled by that easy willingness to forget her people, wants her to look at this for it’s tactical advantages.  

Stephen…We both know Dormammu hardly makes it easy for anyone to cross his borders. I can barely get messages out at the best of times usually. Perhaps the Vishanti have blessed us, I left looking to look for allies and I found you.” 

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              the feeling of her in his arms once more, the feeling of the soft skin of her neck — he began to reminisce of their past, when they were happy.. when they were together. he knew that there was always something keeping them apart — and damn did he despise that fact. — but he would persevere for her, and always be there should she need him. that was what he wanted, nothing more.. he simply wanted her, and it always felt like the universe was spiteful in there always being something to keep him away from her, to keep her away from him. with these thoughts stephen simply squeezed her gently, sighing softly against her skin as he pulled back slightly, holding her until she would break away — should she want to. the thought of it tinged at his heart, but he could never stifle the flame of her wants and needs. nothing would get in the way of what she wanted — as evident that she was here, looking for.. allies, in her war.

her words made his expression fall ever slightly — enough to a keen eye would see that her words disappointed. he wanted her to have come to him because she missed him, but.. evidently the vishanti brought them together because he was the best bet of an ally in her war against dormammu. many a year ago he faced dormammu — and many decades did he receive a scar upon his back, flaming from the burning magics. the thought of his uncle-in-law’s death could bring an ease of this pain was.. tempting, in the sense that he wished to terribly to be able to help her. but life was not always that easy, it never was.   “   i want nothing more than to be able to say i could help you, my beloved..      with this he released her, taking a step back to lean his hip against the front of his desk. gods — the sorcerer ran a scarred and shaken hand over his expression, showing his sorrow.

“   i am.. unsure if i can leave, at this time. billy is still too inexperienced to fill in for me in my absence, and wong is just.. not enough, wanda would not want to, voodoo is simply incapable —   ”   so many excuses and because of this he stopped, he visibly deflated, he hated that he couldn’t simply run with her to battle.   “   you know i love you more than life itself, clea, i.. cannot simply abandon my world — not until there is a new sorcerer supreme ”



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She can’t help but stroke his cheeks, revel in the feel of his stubble coarse on her skin. His kiss sends electricity running through her, she has a wild urge to chase his lips when he pulls back like she used to to tease him. Already he looks better, like thousands of years and a many tonnes where lifted from him just by her touch. A spell only she could preform, she thrills at the idea.

She wants to take his hands in hers and kiss every inch of them, wants to keep them on hers, wants to feel them on her waist again. How long had it been? it felt like millennia. far far too long. She can’t help herself and she kisses him in return. a little more force, a confirmation. Certainty. She still loves him, her Stephen. 

Her face distorts, she tries only to show a controlled, dosed amount of her strife but she slips. He’s too close and his smell and warmth too intoxicating. She tries to rally but she knows her smile is weak.

I-I’m alright I suppose. The rebellion is well… rebuilding. Expanding. It’s been….Hard. ´ she forces a breathy laugh, trying not to stray too deeply into something so dark. not now. not yet.  As if leading a rebellion is ever easy… ´

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              at the return of his kiss with far more force — far more of clea than he anticipated the sorcerer gave a surprised chuckle, laugh lines at the corners of his eyes becoming apparent for that fleeting moment. the kiss was enough to confirm her return of his affections — the thought alone that his wife still loved him, after all their years and months apart.. filled his stomach with the sensation of butterflies, his heart swelling from the sensation of her.

by the vishanti how he’d missed her, his wife whom held his affections with a grip so vice he’d never dare to so much as look in another woman’s direction — even while she was gone, because she was all he needed. he takes notice of how she slips up in her act of confidence — her own exhaustion showing through. wordless was he when he slowly closed his arms around her, pressing their bodies together in a simple enough hug.

her warmth was intoxicating at times, the gentle glow of earth’s sunlight reflecting off of her — and stephen was there, basking in her radiance. her speak of the rebellion.. turns at his heart, the sorcerer knowing that it will never be over while dormammu and her mother can simply.. return, again and again. he would look into this — help her, if he could.

“   you’re much stronger than i, beloved, you’ll get through it.   ”   he paused, sighing softly and nosing against the side of her neck — remembering her affection of this.   “   you know i am always here for you, should you need me.. i am only one portal away.   ”

come home.



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She should– She shouldn’t– She should g– She can’t–

She should go, she had duties, as does he. She left home for a reason, for her rebellion. Her rebellion, for a moment her vision is nothing but endless battlefields, carnage and burials all layered on top of each other, then a shadow they move away again and there’s Stephen once more. Tired, haggard, ill kept and so so handsome. His voice pierces her like a spear, roots her to the ground her blood falls and each drop– beloved. beloved. beloved. beloved. 

She can’t leave, can’t even decide if that’d be the right choice anymore. Stephen could help her, help her people (that’s an excuse she knows, and she’s almost tired enough to admit it). She just has to walk over, lay her head on his chest, wrap her arms around his waist and things will be okay, even just for a moment. She has been a pathetic excuse for a partner, Stephen always struggled to be present but she gave up bringing him back. She cannot help but worry that she’s distracting him, that he should be doing something life or death and she’s keeping him from it. 

But she walks over to him anyway, cups his face in her hands. She could never ignore him, not really. And for the first time in centuries it feels like there’s life in her again. Once again he raises the dead.

` How have you been? Staying out of trouble? ´

she can’t help a twitch of smile at that. 

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              she — she was touching him, holding his face and for a moment he was.. at peace, allowing himself briefly to simply close his eyes. he visibly relaxed to her touch, his face falling from his neutral pinched expression to that of silent happiness — her touch was always enough, to make him.. whole, more so than before. opening his eyes the sorcerer finally saw her small smile, his eyes drawn to the sight as he slowly found himself doing the same. his eyes softened and a slow upturn of his lips into a familiar smirk of satisfaction was evident.. stephen finally showing that he was truly happy.

wordless was he as his shaken hands covered her own — slow enough for her to pull away, slow enough for her to reject him. the gloves disappeared from his skin and his bare hands rough with marks would hold hers, dwarfing her hands in comparison but never less gentle. his touch was hesitant — as if his thought was that she’d disappear, if he were to touch her. lips parted to speak but no words were spoken, the sorcerer instead closing his lips and pressing them to her own — taking this moment for what he wanted nothing more.

it was gentle, closed lips and nothing more than a quick press of his to hers, but it was enough for him to lean back slightly, his forehead pressed lightly to hers — once again, enough to where she could pull away.

“   as much as i can, beloved. i’ve.. missed you.      at this he gave a small smile once more, looking between her eyes and finding himself falling for her all over again — something that he did, when they were.. happy.

“   are you well?   ”



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Here in this swirling ether, each traveling on their own separate mission – they’re frozen at the other’s sight.   ` Stephen… ´ it echoes, laden with innumerable things tangible even without the inherit magic of their surroundings. She wonders if she looks as haggard as she feels, if he can read her like she always could him, if he even wants to anymore.

Of course he does. She knows Stephen like she knows herself, better even.  She knows like breathing that he cares, that he wants to know. It’s been so hard for them to talk over the years, both so busy and the connection between planes so fickle. Every time she sees him she can see that growing desperation, that this could be the last time they meet and he has to grasp it now. She wonders if it’s reflected in her, if he sees that in her as well. She’s lost touch with that clear, honest part of herself in all these years futilely fighting the tide that was her uncle. 

But Stephen’s shoulders are still broad– the feel resting her head on them fresh, his legs still long and shapely– she’d spent plenty of time admiring them while still his apprentice, and his eyes– oh…,

Oh, Stephen. Her Stephen. Here.

Her chest aches dully, the hole there a little more sharp.  

s.c. // @xstrange

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              the sound of a voice long since memorized the sorcerer froze in place — breath held as discolored eyes stared in thinly veiled disbelief. here they were, meeting once more and one again he wondered if this would be the last time he saw the light of his world.. the woman whom he gave his soul to, the woman whom held his heart.

wordless was he as his expression softened incredibly so — eyes searching her for any sort of displacement, scanning her to make sure that she was okay. she looked as beautiful as the day he met her; so beautiful that the earth’s sun reflected off of her, creating a shine that he saw within her, showing the world that she was as beautiful as the stars they wished upon. she looked tired.. something the two of them would share, the sorcerer supreme’s dark circles evident — he hasn’t been sleeping, as of late. how could he? — for he was cold without her warm radiance.

he had so much he wished to say, so much he wished to atone for, to beg her for forgiveness like a dying man to a priest — she was his wold, and he had to stop himself from moving closer, holding himself from holding her

“   beloved,      his voice was rough, deepened with exhaustion and age.

he was old enough now, that he did not care to waste his breath. he would tell her now, that she still was just that — loved.