ATOM.

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           she rolls her shoulders back against him with a shudder when teeth tease sensitive skin. twists in his arms so that she faces him, arms loosely draped over his shoulders, the picture of a serene woman.       laughing at someone is generally considered rude, isn’t it?        just as he knows that they say this all in good fun, she knows it as well, though it does stop her from a quick press of lips on whiskered cheekbone.

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              THE PICTURE OF his wife so suddenly relaxed in his arms caused him to follow suit, his own stature relaxing just a touch with a small smile. he knew that she was playing with him just as well, so he replied with an exaggerated gasp — feigning that this was a revelation to him, something that he didn’t know before just now.     is it, now?  



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             she smiles in spite of herself, affection warming a gaze that has rarely been cold when fixed in his general direction. amusement is what curls rose lips upwards, amusement tinged with adoration.       well, unofficially i suppose i mayindulge you on occasion.       blond tendrils dust against her shoulder as she leans forward, giving him a proper kiss for both his benefit and her own. the ability to do so on a whim is, after all, one of the many perks of marriage.

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              THE KISS AS always was well appreciated by the sorcerer supreme, if his low hum of approval was anything to go by. while he was a sad man, one that held the world quite literally upon his shoulders, he did.. try, to be more happy with his wife as opposed to the burdened man he was.     on occasion alone? you tease me my beloved, as always keeping me on the edge of the limb, tempting me..     he gave a cheeky grin, amusement in his eyes as to show that he was merely playing.



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            innocence beguiles the deadly; she knows this and yet she wanders. she wanders and she waits and she wonders, thinks of odd happenings that have sunk into their lives in recent months. dimensions long forgotten rise up once again, take control of tyrants run rampant, and life is no longer what it once was. things have changed, and clea wonders, in spite of herself, whether this bizarre turnabout can have its ripple effect extend to her as well.

           clear violet gaze lights upon his, the curious acquainting itself with the cautious as her own figure matches his preparedness to flee. flight has always been infinitely more comfortable than flight.       i assume you mean to say such in terms of direction, but i’d venture you took a wrong turn in life as well to come here voluntarily.        a vague answer to match churning mindset, unable to discern whether he is friend, foe, or something new entirely. 

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              SEEING HER was like remembering his own version and being presented with a younger version of her — the young clea whom fell in love with him so easily it used to scare him, in a way. wordlessly he glanced behind him; wholly tempted to just simply leave, spare himself the pain in his heart that he knew would come, but despite this — he sighed, drifting closer to this version, of his ex-wife.

her response was much more amusing than it had any right to be, truthfully enough, to the point where the sorcerer gave a tired smile.     says you, whom looks to have been here far longer than i. i.. apologize, for attempting to flee so readily.     with this he’d look almost a touch embarrassed, a hand raising to run through his hair,     i am stephen strange, and you..?     he was attempting to appear aloof — a copy of his younger self, per say. 



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             ❛      don’t be mean!        fingers find his arm, playful swat against his skin before she lays back among the pillows. blond tresses fan out as though an earthly halo, one strand wound on her finger in a pale imitation of a wedding band. a soft smirk curves her lips, bringing an elbow to lean against the mattress, chin propped up on slender fingers.       that’s the last time i’m nice to you stephen. officially.      

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              “   OFFICIALLY, MY my, i did not see that coming..   ”   his voice was bemused in tone, a low rumble as he was still ridden by sleep. regardless of her position he moved himself to mirror her, rolling onto his side and propping his chin upon an inch of empty space above his own hand.    and what about unofficially, off the record, away from prying eyes?   ”



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              HE LOOKED to be an odd one out in this world’s dark dimension, a place he usually would never willingly go. clad in his modern-esque gear the sorcerer supreme simply explored, taking note of the differences and similarities of the dimension in comparison to his own. it was only in the darkness did he see something — someone, akin to a ray of light, dispersing the heavy darkness around.. oh.

wordlessly he slowed to a stop, floating comfortably among the debris as he all but stared; she wasn’t.. a part of the plan, coming here. wordlessly he stared, his eyes somewhat wide as he took in her sight.   “   i seem to have taken a wrong turn,     he lamely began, floating back a ways to give himself space — fully prepared to simply flee, to save himself the heartache trouble.

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kaneabigails:

House, please. Just talk to me.


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           there’s a contented hum that finds its way from her throat into the air, turning to smile against his shoulder for a moment.       i will never cease to be amazed by how you remember the smallest details about so many things.       she could spend an eternity in this way, wrapped in the arms of stephen strange, reminiscing, the closest to bliss she has found in many years.      though i do remember you being unbearably rude and laughing at me.       she squeezes his fingers for a moment, a silent reminder that she is only teasing. 

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               her compliment was not lost on him, as evident as the way he hummed low in his throat, eyes closed as he simply held clea in his arms — a simple pleasure, one that the two of them simply did not have time for, most of the time. regardless of the teasing nature the sorcerer scoffed, rolling his eyes and tilting his head to nip at the tip of her ear; almost, akin to a chastisement.     unbearably rude?   ” 



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           she presses joint hands to her lips for a moment, as though in prayer, taking the time to keep her breathing even.      that’s not true.       clea blurts it out without a second thought, almost as if a natural reflex. she has done many things that she wishes she hadn’t throughout her life. but she has never stopped loving stephen strange, not once, since the moment she met him. and can he not see that it hurts her, to be so maligned for choices she made with the information he had given her, through his actions if not his word? there’s a shaky breath at his words, and the beginning of a coil of similar frustration in her chest.

           ❛      i’m not asking for a personality switch stephen. all i’ve been asking during this entire conversation is whether or not we canbe friends at the very least, if going back to what we once were seems so impossible. and it should really be a yes or no answer at this point if you could actually just-!       sucks in a sharp breath, cuts herself off before she says something rash and reignites another argument. it’s the last thing she wants, at the end, it does somewhat seem as though his evasion gives her an answer. in a moment of frustration clea fists her hands in her hair, before straightening her back and fixes him with a stare bordering on hopeless.       i’m sorry stephen. for all of it. i don’t think there’s anything else i can say other than i’m so sorry.      

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                you should be.     he had nothing else to say to her, as silence was simply the only thing that met her reply — he did not take the bait to her initiating another argument, but he could never be just friends with her, never in his life. wordlessly the sorcerer shook his head, leaning his weight back before taking a half step away from the woman he slept next to, gave his everything to — only for her to take it from him and run, only to come back to him and beg for forgiveness.

he was not the one in the wrong in this situation — yes, he was distant, but what man in his situation would not be? he bore the weight of the universe upon his shoulders and clea expected him to be the carefree, expression given man he once was. the world has aged him far beyond the years that he’s already lived, he just.. would it be worth it, fixing and mending the cement wall with bloody duct tape?     i can never be just friends with you, clea. i gave you my heart, my love, my soul, my knowledge, my bloody everything and you still left me after..     he grit his teeth, shaking his head and cutting himself off before he did naught but continue yelling his discrepancies against her. 



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             ❛      well, you certainly got a fantastic deal, if i do say so myself.       continues her ministrations, the other hand lightly tracing the corner of his jaw for a moment. had the world stopped here, at this moment, she would not have been opposed. she lifts her shoulders into a shrug, a smile curving her lips.       and ii hit the jackpot, as you say.      

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              a soft snort left him at how clea attempted to.. flirt? compliment? him by relating him to the jackpot — he was anything but, he knew it, he assumed she did as well, but.. he was happy, that she was willing to keep him regardless of his flaws.     hit the jackpot, beloved? i’m sorry.. who are you, and what have you done with my wife?     he’d give a cheeky grin, an eyebrow quirked as he teased with his words.



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              she nods without words, smile threatening to split her face in two, admiring the view for a moment before twisting her head to look at him. clea keeps her fingers laced with his, wrapping his arm around her torso.        you know they don’t have snow in the dark dimension. or coffee. and most appallingly,  they don’t have you.        with that she stands on the balls of her feet to press a lingering kiss to the corner of his jaw, before leaning back against him once more with a relaxed sigh.

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              at her winding his arm about her torso he’d huff in amusement, the tips of his ears turning just a smidgen pink at her words. it was nice, the way she knew how to fluster him so, and with a soft sigh he’d quirk a small smile at her kiss. wordlessly he’d squeeze her impossibly closer, bringing her to him as he propped his chin atop her head.     i remember,     he continued, a small smile as nostalgia came over,   “   you were so surprised, and then ten minutes later you sneezed, the cold getting to you.  



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              this is them, forever and always, trapped in the same tired circle, the same old song. they fight as if they hate each other; they confess things they would not have otherwise said; they retreat back into their corners, doomed to start over at some point or another. she loved him ( loves him still, even after all of it ) and yet there came a point in their married life when love was not enough to keep them from falling apart. and what will change now? she wants forgiveness and yet does not deserve it, and who can know for how long her husband will hold his resentment. fingers lock together, sticking in place with almost military rigidity. there’s pain writ plainly on his face, and it is mirrored in her own no doubt. clea keeps herself in place, neither moving forward nor backing away, stuck in this same mode, half supplication and half resignation. she would feel safer if she ran; she would be devastated if she gave in and ran. she would tear herself apart if she stayed; she would thank every god that exists if she was able to to stay.

            ❛      stephen       she wants, aches to say more. clea is aware that she has power over him, and yet he holds that same thing over her. stephen strange can render her mute with nary a phrase, can hold her over coals every day of her life and she will let him. without question or hesitation, even if it ends with her as a charred corpse of what she had once been. swallows thickly, bows head, gaze fixed on anything and everything but doctor strange, love of her life and potential cause for its ruination. 

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              a never ending cycle, they were, always dancing around each other when one did not want to work on the problem — in this case, it was him.     i felt.. like you betrayed me, like you did not love me..   ”   he ran a hand over his features, shaken digits hiding his face for a pause. he was not good with expressing emotions,     you know i’m not good with emotions, showing them — and it hurts me, that despite our millennia together, you still.. want me to change, clea. i can’t be the same man i was — the carefree man whom just only recently became knowledgeable to the world of magic, and sorcerer supreme..     he sighed, shaking his head as he stood — now pacing, with his hands hidden away in his front pant pockets. he was trying, that much was apparent, he only did not know where to go, what to say, to make her understand the enigma that was his mind.

“   you’ve changed, why is it.. difficult, apparently, that i have, too?     he frowned, looking over at her with a frown and searching eyes. he loved her, he was sure that he never would not love her, but.. there were times where she frustrated him — and now, appeared to be one of those times. however, he wouldn‘t audibly admit as such.





❛ Which is it, huh? You’re angry at me, or worried about me, or happy to see me? Because I can’t keep up. ❜ ( cl eAP Le asE )

meme : a darker shade of magic.

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              at clea’s outburst any good mood he may have been in for the time swiftly left him, the sorcerer now all but glaring at her to hide the pang of hurt in his chest from her words. sighing softly he pinched the bridge of his nose with fingers shaken from a wound long since received, his back turn to her as he tilted his head back, staring at the ceiling.   “   vishanti give me strength,   ”   he muttered softly below his breath, running a hand over his features before he turned to reply — albeit after a pause, so he did not simply snap at her.

   do forgive me for not being a simple man, beloved.  

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           there’s a shiver of pleasure at the feel of his teeth dragging over her skin and the words breathed along her skin. without hesitation, clea pulls his mouth to hers for a proper, though quick, kiss this time around.       i love you too.        pulling away, her fingers play idly with the hair at the nape of his neck, taking a moment to allow herself a deep, contented sigh.       how did we get this lucky?      

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              he all but purred into the quick kiss — eyes closing and his breath slowing to a more relaxed pace, leaning into her before blinking his eyes open. it was moments like these that he cherished, moments like this that he thoroughly looked forward to, with her.     lucky..?     he mused, a light shudder down his spine at the fingers through his hair.



fideluxx:

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* characters that can trigger your muse’s biggest fears in a way never explored  (◕‿◕✿)
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* ANGST-Y YET REALISTIC CHARACTERS & RELATIONSHIPS !!!!  *。 ᕕ(⊙ ᗜ ⊙✿)ᕗ 。*



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             she leans into him without thinking, acting on an instinct as old as time. head rests against his shoulder and back against his chest, taking advantage of both his warmth and his ability to keep them both upright. hands circle his wrists loosely, and clea grins at him, turning to nuzzle his neck ever so slightly.      hmwong?      

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              at her snark of a reply stephen scoffed, his hands staying put as he rolled his eyes — fondly, exaggerated. without a word he accompanied her weight, supporting the two of them as he used his magics to surround the two of them; in a moment they were outside, his hands still over here eyes until he whispered into her ear,     remember when you first saw snow?     his hands lifted away, showing them on a snowy mountainside — never cold, however, his magics surrounding the two of them kept the chill away, for now.